Dreams and Thoughts

Once I had a dream about making it big in the film industry. That I was a director and a screenplay writer and skilled and well-known for my work. I was respected and praised for what I had accomplished and people eagerly waited the next best thing. It wasn't about the money or the fame, it was the feeling of self-satisfaction that hit me. The bliss of being exactly where I wanted to be. But alas it was only a dream and remains that way for now.

I dream about falling - A LOT. Like from buildings and mountains or tall trees. The uncomfortable moments of having nothing under my feet and then the painful strike of waking so suddenly in a cold sweat.

I used to dream about my past life. It was lots of reoccurring moments and places. Airports, Europe, tiny apartments and what I thought was love. Over time the dreams caught up with reality as though, in a delayed sense of being. It took a full year for the dreams to catch up to the present state of mind. In the dreams I was now unhappy as I was while being awake. It is strange how that works. Happy in the lie or unhappy with the truth? "The blissful cliche."

And last night I seem to remember having a dream about it being winter and being worried about the days getting shorter again...

People and Objects

People are living entities that interact with the world around them. How they interact with objects is based on the singular person.
If a person owns a car is the inside clean? Or is it impossible to see the floor because there's garbage everywhere? Is it in good repair or is it always in need of something?
What about a bedroom? Is it neat and organized or are there dirty clothes everywhere?
Do people have CDs and DVDs with lots scratches and fingerprints on them?
What do these things say about a person? It doesn't have to mean anything, but in a world of meaning - everything means something I suppose.

Big Boy Toys

Stocks.

Yep. I'm looking into the stock market. The crying baby that everyone wants to throw out of the windows of their fifth story apartments. But there is some room for potential revenue. As of now I am just researching the actual trade and from there I'll look into specific companies to buy stocks from.
I may only be 23 years old, but I'm well on my way to being a full-blown rich, snobby prick. And at this point I'd rather it be sooner, rather than later.
You know, to get the disappointment of it out of the way earlier.